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The universe is so vast that everything can't just revolve around one body. In actuality we all revolve around one another harmoniously, not one body being more important than the next.

I was going to write a journal with this stuff, but I suppose a picture is better. o: That and I don't wanna replace my Nation journal just yet LOL.

So as a few people probably know, I've been really depressed these past few weeks...Mainly once spring break started ending something kinda shifted in my brain for whatever reason lfjkd. I started getting jealous of people and how much fun I felt they were all having together without me. My brain clouded away everything positive and for a while I would sit there crying every night over the stupidest things. I started to hate my art and felt that no one enjoyed it from the lack of comments I'd get compared to everyone else. I just started feeling that I myself wasn't worth it.

But I was wrong.

Just this week I've started to look in the mirror and tell myself "You're worth it, your art is worth it, you have so many people that care for you." It sounds kinda ridiculous, but I think slapping myself in the face was what I needed. And it made me realize something. The world doesn't revolve around me. Other people are allowed to have their fun without me having to constantly be involved. Trying to get myself included in everything was probably the largest provider of stress that I had.

So because of these realizations, I'm actually feeling a lot better than I was. I can go outside and just feel good. I can talk to people with a genuine smile on my face. I can sit at my computer and not have terrible thoughts running through my head about how worthless I am. Because I'm not.

To love others, you've gotta love yourself first. I feel that I have work to do still in that regard, but I'm definitely going to try and do my best to get there.

Idk why I drew this or wrote this lkjfd. Perhaps I just wanted to show some proof to the people that have been worrying about me that I'm doing alright now. Perhaps I wanted to show myself that I'm alright now as well ljkf. To those that I kinda ranted to these past few weeks, I'm really sorry. Things should definitely be looking up for me now, and hopefully they'll be staying that way.

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In other news, I totally had a different idea on how to write this and forgot what I was going to say. I also still don't know how Iealiet's poncho works. Or ponchos in general. Gotta practice that.
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I'm so glad you got yourself out of this funk so quickly--I know how that feels and that shit just eats and eats away at you until there's nothing left so I was pretty worried anjfkdbgjdskg. ;; /loves on.
F'real, I'm really glad for you sweets. <3 You're a tough cookie, you know that?
And don'tchu ever forget to take care of yourself mmkay. ;o


Also damn your glowies are the coolest glowies.